I earned it

A few weeks back i had made an offence that required a punishment. i won't go into details, but it involved a picture that was put in the wrong folder and someone saw it that shouldn't have. The event itself didn't lead to any questions (thankfully) and it wasn't overly incriminating, but nevertheless, i had earned a punishment.

i was away from home for about a week when it happened also. When i was told about my mistake and what would be happening, i still had several days to think about it, which did nothing but make it worse in my mind. i had never "earned" a punishment before, so it was new to both of us. my Wife had done her research and found two that really stood out.

The first was a punishment spanking. She takes great pleasure in spanking me, and i quite enjoy them as well. But i've never received a "punishment" spanking. She even bought a special hair brush specifically for the occation.

The second was icy hot to the genitals. i've heard of this used as a punishment before, but obviously never tried it. i was so much more worried about the spanking though, because i'm not one who gets any pleasure from pain. So, i was way more worried about the spanking.... mistake number 1!

First thing She had me do is stand in the corner and think about why i was there while she got things ready. It was a solid 5-10 minutes (easy to lose track of time). i was told to turn around while She lathered up my twig and berries up with the icy hot. i say lather, but in reality it was just a small amount, but certainly enough to coat everything.

She told me to turn back in the corner. i was somewhat excited to try this, mistake number 2. For the first minute or so i was rock hard. It was a nice cool sensation that honestly felt pretty nice... until it didn't. It started to burn, it was uncomfortable but i thought i can handle that. Then it started hurting, punishments are supposed to hurt, i told myself. Then... wow.  In the 10+ years we have been in a BDSM relationship, i had never used the safe word. Until just then.  i quickly went to wash up, tears in the corner of my eyes. When i got back to the scene, and we resumed, i still had a spanking to endure. That was NOTHING, compared to what i had just experienced.

Lesson learned
~Sierra

Resurrection

i know, it's been a LONG time since i've posted. i've pretty much given up on the whole blog thing. i rarely get comments good or bad, which makes me think no one reads this or doesn't care. Seems a waste of my time. However what i do love is putting my thoughts and feelings on "paper". i grew up as a boy so i never had a diary, but i suppose i consider this my sissy "journal".

Anyway, chastity is still a big part of our lifestyle. my longest lockup had been 100 days. That was a couple years ago and in that time i was allowed a couple ruined orgasms. But 100 days in chastity without a full satisfying orgasm was a long time. Notice i has "had been"?

i have just gotten done with a new record... 125 days! This time though, nothing! No milkings. No ruined orgasms. i was only allowed on average 1 erection a month. 4+ months of chastity, 4 erections, NO orgasms of any kind. To say it was mind altering when it all ended would be an understatement!

We took about a 3 week break, but i'm once again locked. i've said it before i know, but it seems like each time we get back into, we both get a little more comfortable. i both fear, and am very excited, that this time may very well best my previous record. Only one person knows for sure though, and it isn't me!

~sierra