Well... i did it!!!! i can't believe it, but i did it. sierra, has made her public debut!
A few months ago, Mistress and i bought tickets to a show and a room away for the weekend. That weekend was a couple weeks ago. It had been the plan from the start that Scarlett and sierra would be going away. i was terrified when we booked the trip, but also unbeleivably excited.
When someone says the "first step is the hardest", that couldn't have been more true. i was for real shaking. The entire time doing my makeup, getting dressed, and finally talking myself into actually taking that first step out of the hotel room door.
But you know what? i heard no comments (i'm sure there were out of earshot), i saw no reactions, and nothing negative happened at all. It honestly was no big deal. Honestly i felt the same way when i started shaving my legs and wearing shorts in "boy" mode. No one cares, no one pays you any attention.
i wore a really cute red lace dress, short sleeve and knee length. Sheer black nylons and black flats (didn't want to be taller than i already am). The show was amazing, and we had so much fun! Being out as "one of the girls" was an experience i'll never forget, and one that i hope i get to live again. i've come a long way since i fist started crossdressing as a "dude in a dress", to a feminized sissy male, to dressing to "pass" or at least blend in.
~sierra
