Chastity evolution

Greetings my people! Today i wanted to talk about a conversation Miss Scarlett and i have been having over the last few weeks. i posted on a similar topic a couple weeks ago about now being in indefinite chastity. i wanted to write down some of my feelings on the matter.

So when we started experimenting with chastity it was very much about tease and denial. Mix in the humiliation aspect and emasculation. Then throw a healthy dose of submission. It worked for us for long time. We've had a lot of fun, but it almost was treated as a buildup to ultimately a culmination of a massive release. There would likely be a "break" before i was locked up again. Lockups would last from a couple weeks to a few months.

i've been thinking a lot about myself lately. Chastity has evolved in our relationship, and our discussion has revolved around that. Whether She knew the cause or not, She could tell it wasn't the same. i've been feeling more feminine lately. i've been coming out of my shell as sierra, and i've really started accepting how i truly am for the first time in my life.

i've described the way i feel in chastity before. Being locked makes me feel feminine, and feeling feminine makes me crave being locked. The arousal i feel while liked is so vastly different than what i feel as a "man". It's an internal arousal rather than an external erection. It's a constant throb, an ache, like an itch you can't scratch. It's an arousal that you can't SEE, but you entire being feels. To me, it's an incredibly feminine feeling.

That is what chastity has evolved into for us, and why it's now "indefinite". The cage will still come off when She wants it. But i'm certain that will happen far less frequently than ever before. Chastity isn't centered around T&D anymore. Denial is certainly still a big part of our dynamic, but orgasms will happen more frequently, they'll just happen while caged. Our goal is me feeling feminine, me being sierra as much as possible, especially on the inside.

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sierra