Crossdressing

Crossdressing... what is it about wearing panties, a bra, stockings and garter belt or pantyhose, heels, and a dress that turns me on so much?  i've stumbled on a captioned pic that i think sums it up very well.

i've really always had a fetish for nylons.  They are sooo sexy to see on a woman.  i get instantly turned on by just the thought of them. When Mistress and i first started dating, i told Her early on of my fetish for nylons.  She enjoyed teasing me even then, even if it was just wearing stockings when we had sex.  i would rub her legs, message her feet, kiss and smell her nylon covered toes, etc... She loved the attention, and how turned on it made me.  When we had sex, all She needed to do was put her nylon covered feet on my face and it's almost guaranteed that i'd cum immediately.

After we were married, i remember the day like it was yesterday, we showered together and when we got out, She threw her panties She wore that day at me and told me to put them on.  Well, i was noticeably turned on, and i found out by how wet She was when we got to the bedroom, She was too.  i guess that was the start of my crossdressing.  That day was over 6 years ago, and i've worn panties the majority of that time since.

It started with just panties, next Mistress asked me to shave my chest/underarms.  i was nervous about it at first... what people would think/say.  Mistress said she liked me smooth, and thought my underarm hair was "yucky boy hair".  Soon i was trying on stockings and shaving my legs in the winter.  i now keep my entire body smooth year round.

That progressed to a maid dress, petticoat, and heels.  i felt unbelievably silly the first time i wore the all that in front of Mistress.  She had a BIG smile on her face when She saw me, and laughed a little.  Though, i'm not sure i have ever been more turned on.  Why?  Why does dressing like a female turn me on so much???? Why did her laughing BECAUSE i was dressed like that turn me on soooo damn much?  But, it does.  i can't explain it, but it does.

i now have several matching bra/panty sets from "hommemystere.com", and i'm in love with them all.  They make me feel sexy knowing i have a kinky secret that no one else knows about.  Just like how i feel with the chastity cage.  And, i'm sure i'll eventually get even more.

Mistress has asked me about my crossdressing many times before.  Why i do it?  Do i want to become a woman? Do i want to do it all the time? ect...  The answer is a big old NO!  Yes, i like wearing feminine things, it's a turn on!  i'm perfectly happy with who i am, and the body that i possess.  i love my life as a husband and a father.  i don't want to BE a woman, nor do i want to dress like one all the time.  HOWEVER, i think it's very sexy and a huge turn on to dress feminine when we're alone, or playing.