Back from a break

It’s been over two months since i posted.  Summers are always busy and this year was no exception.  The weather is cooling off and the days are getting shorter.  That, and life is slowing down.  Soon Miss and i will have lots more time for each other. 

After spending over 95% of my time in chastity through August this year, we kind of took a break until recently.  i spent nearly 2 months out of my cage, and quiet honestly, i’ve missed it.  Mistress has REALLY missed it, but for different reasons i think. 

Chastity alters my entire mental state.  How i think, how i act, how i feel, everything i do is different.  i can’t sneak off and play with myself, as i’ve admitted i’ve done a few times since i’ve been “free”.  i can’t even so much as get an erection.  ALL my sexual energy builds.  There is no relief, there is no outlet, there is NOTHiNG else on my mind.  Chastity puts me in a submissive mind space like nothing else.  i’ve kinda always felt somewhat submissive and turned on when Miss takes control, but being locked and my most basic instincts are taken away… sublime!  Chastity does something else too.  Something i NEVER expected would happen.  Chastity makes me feel feminine.  i’ve worn nothing but panties this entire year, most days now i’m wearing a bra and stockings too.  i like the way they feel, they too make me feel submissive, and feminine.  But being denied and in chastity has a dramatically stronger affect.  The longer i’m denied, the more feminine/submissive i feel.  The more feminine/submissive i feel, the more i crave chastity… and so on.  i’m not saying by any means that being feminine is the same as being submissive.  Just ask my Wife how submissive She feels!  i’m saying as a male, feeling feminine makes me incredibly submissive.  Who knew being a sissy could be so much fun!

Mistress misses it, i think, because She misses the control She has.  We don’t ignore each other by any means, but when i’m locked, we do play FAR more frequently.  She certainly gets far more attention sexually when my only focus is on Her.  if i had to guess, the rest of 2018 is going to include much much less “free” time for me.