Depression

 Look, we all know the whole COVID pandemic (yes it's for real, no it's not going away after the election *facepalm*) sucks.  i have been mildly depressed ever since i was sent home from work way back in March.  i haven't missed any work, fortunately, but now that i'm working from home permanently, i literally never leave the house.  

i say depressed, but really it's not terrible. i understand depression is a serious thing, and there are a lot of people a lot worse off than me.  i try my best to turn negatives into positives! i actually really enjoy the whole working from home thing.  For the first two months it was great. i completely dressed as Sierra every day, and that is fantastic!  After those first couple months, is when i started feeling down.  i literally never leave the house. i really miss the social interaction. i started dressing less often, and i started getting grumpy. There were many days (weeks maybe) where i didn't even get out of my PJ's.  

It wasn't until about the middle of July when i really started talking about it with my Wife. She is a frontline working (hooray for Her!), so She has been leaving every day and gets to see people every day, even if behind a mask.  She told me i need to get out more, go do something not here.  Go for a motorcycle ride, go to the gun range, anything just get out of the house.  It helps, i am feeling better.  Fact of the matter is, this is the "new normal" and we all have to get used to it.

i have started dressing again!  i'm completely dressed as Sierra as i type this :)  i'm also once again locked in chastity, something we haven't done all summer.  More on that in the next post. i still get a little down sometimes, but not near as bad. Stay happy, stay healthy, and stay safe.  Depression sucks, COVID sucks, but there is always someone to talk and willing to help.

~Sierra