I begged her for it

The last few weeks in my professional life have been quite stressful. Long hours, difficult work, seemingly impossible deadlines, and such. It's easy to get burnt out quick when your foot is to the floor. i'm not happy about it, a little ashamed actually, but this past Friday i safe worded to be released from chastity. Miss Scarlett was away on business, but understood, and promptly gave me the combination to the key safe.

She arrived home very early Saturday morning, and we had a long lovely chat. Saturday night there was plenty of playtime and i was put right back in sub-space. i received a spanking for some broken rules, and orders that were not followed while She was away. Then a generous amount of lidocaine was applied to my sissy clit, along with a condom to keep it all in place. 

Plenty of sex followed. i can't say i didn't enjoy it, any time inside Her is wonderful! However, because of the lido, i couldn't feel any of it. She had her orgasms, thanks to Her magic wand. Then i did something i wasn't expecting. i begged her to lock me back up. For the long haul... no erections, no orgasms, just the cage. "Until i break", was the phase i used. 

She told me to cum, and that i would be licking it all up. She told me to enjoy it because it'll be that last time in a very long time. i tried, and tried, and tried... but i couldn't feel anything. Then i asked if i could use her vibrator. That did the trick after a couple minutes! Still, if you've never experienced an orgasm with a completely numb penis, it's undeniably frustrating. You feel the contractions but that's about it. A full-on orgasm, but with none of the pleasure.

Needless to say, as i sit here and write this, i'm safely and securely once again locked. This time for who knows how long. My record? 125 days...

~sierra