28 days later

No, i'm not talking about a terrible sci-fi movie.  It's been 28 days, or 4 weeks since Mistress and i got back into chastity after a several month hiatus.  28 days of denial, frustration, and not a drop of cum spilled. She, on the other hand, has had countless orgasms and more pleasure than She can dream! Not to say i don't get pleasure from denial, it's just a different type. i love Her teasing, both physical and verbal.

Over this last month i've heard Her tell me a number of things that instantly had me straining in my cage. One morning, after an allowed night out, i didn't put the cage back on when i woke up. She told me to go put it on because "you're not allowed to have an erection".

i've also been called a sissy more times than i can count, and each time it makes me so weak! When She tells me i'm a sissy when She has Her vibrator on me, i become instantly hard and immediately on the edge.

So yeah, 28 days of bliss. 4 full weeks with no end in sight. When She locked me a month ago, She asked "I hope you enjoyed your last orgasm of the year, let's hope you get one next year". If that doesn't make a submissive sissy husband's blood boil, nothing will!

Christmas came early

Last night Mistress and i were laying in bed talking about my Mature Metal cage. i've been thinking for a while that i may need to send it back to be modified. i think the base ring needs to be one size smaller, and the cage itself should be shorter.  i asked for a new "cheap" cage for Christmas for a comparison/test before i had my good cage modified.

She then asked if i wanted it now! i was pretty sure She had bought it, but i didn't know for certain. When She got it and showed it to me, i was shocked! It's so tiny! Christmas came early, but i definitely won't be!

The base ring is perfect. One size smaller than my Jailbird. But the cage... OMG the cage is tiny! i never thought i could fit in.  i ordered my Jailbird 3.5" long, pretty much exactly my flaccid length. Just how their site recommends. But i find that when i start to get "excited" it pushes the whole device away from my body and kinda hurts... And not the good kinda hurt.

This new one has a cage length of just 1.75" with an overall length of 2.5". Tiny!!!  But you know what? It fits! And it's comfortable! It pinches in places my Jailbird doesn't, so yeah i definitely want to get that one shortened. But it's amazing! It fits so much better in my panties and is completely invisible under my pants. i couldn't be a happier sissy, it just looks great on me. Thank you so much Mistress!

The familiar ache of chastity

A lot has happened in the past three years. my Wife went back to school about the same time we started exploring the kink lifestyle. That's when She became my Mistress. Life has been pretty crazy busy for us both. Between work, school (for Her), and chasing a toddler around, we really didn't have a while lot of "us" time.

It was about three years ago i got my first chastity cage, the CB-6000. It was fun, but not practical for daily wear. The enclosed design made it impractical and nearly impossible for 24/7 wear. But, we found out that chastity and tease/denial was a lot of fun, and something we wanted to explore more.

About a year later is when we purchased the metal jailbird i now wear. We've been "playing" off and on for the last two years (more off than on). But, like i said, we didn't have a whole lot of "us" time. That changed last month...

She graduated and suddenly for the first time in three years isn't going to school at night. Her last class took up so much time that we weren't playing much at all. Sure we were intimate, but not really in the kink sense. i hadn't even been locked the last 3 months.

Well, i am now! It's been two weeks so far. Honestly the first week is pretty easy. The second week, your body tries it's best to "defeat" the cage. And now i'm at the point where i'm starting to feel that delightful "ache". Not an ache in the bad sense, an ache of constant arousal. Desire is on my mind constantly. i've felt like this before. But, somehow this time feels different. Maybe it's because i know Mistress can devote as much time as She wants teasing me, denying me, and she's free to enjoy as much pleasure as She wants. We still have our jobs, and our kid, but we have so much more time for each other now. 

my longest time i've been locked was 90 days. Three months without a full orgasm. After that i was released for a couple months. This time, well, this time i think it may be permanent. Not permanent denial, permanent chastity. Only She knows when my next true orgasm will be, but i assure you my cage will immediately go back on.  That excites me, and i couldn't be happier! i love you Mistress!