Matching red toes

As i sit here writing this, my Mistress is painting my toes a sparkling red to match Hers that i just painted.  Why is this interesting?  i don't know, maybe it's because i like red.  Maybe it's because i just shaved my legs and cleaned the purple off my toes.  Maybe it's because i just like my toe nails painted.  Much like the cage i wear on my penis 24/7, this is one more naughty little secret that excites me all day long.

Back from vacation and locked again

Mistress and i just got back from a week away visiting family.  (Un)fortunately since we didn't check any luggage i was allowed out of my cage for the entire trip.  Neither of us wanted to deal with airport security or putting the cage in our carry-on.  It was a relatively uneventful, and vanilla, trip.  We didn't even have the opportunity to "play" at night.  But, i'm happy to report that i'm back securely locked in my cage! 

The night Miss and i got home, we almost immediately went to bed.  We couldn't keep our hands off each other.  We were gone 6 days, i think that may be the longest She has gone without an orgasm since we started this chastity lifestyle almost a year ago.  She had 3 wonderful orgasms.  i absolutely love to watch Her cum and see the ecstasy on Her face.  Between each of Her orgasms, She brought me to the edge.  Not with Her hand, but with only her Hitachi.

After She came three times, and had edged me four, She told me to get behind Her (Her favorite position) and enter Her.  i thought for SURE i was going to get to cum in Her wonderful pussy, but there was a stipulation.  She told me i could cum, but only if i could last 12 hard thrusts in Her.  As soon as i heard that, i knew i had almost no chance.  As expected, after thrust number 8 i had to pull out, and a slow flow of a perfectly ruined orgasm covered Her back.  She told me to immediately clean up and lock the cage on.  It hasn't come off since. 

Date night

Mistress and i had the opportunity to get away for a night.  We had a wonderful day driving around, but the real fun began once we got back to the hotel...  Miss and i play most nights a week, but we have a family, so going all out isn't always an option.  Got to be quiet... and confined to the bedroom most of the time.  Not in a hotel though!  Oh no, i don't care who hears us!

The night started out getting dressed up and going out to a nice sit down dinner.  i can't say how happy we were to have a nice dinner, just the two of us... no screaming children :)  Miss wore the sexiest black dress, black nylons, and heels.  That dress ALWAYS gets me incredibly horny.  i'm sure She turned a few heads, She is absolutely gorgeous.

Once we got back to the hotel, after some intense making out as soon as we got into our room, we started out taking pictures.  Mistress bought some matching masquerade masks a few weeks ago and we finally got to use them.  It was a load of fun and was a very sexy foreplay to take some sexy photos of each of us.  i think the pictures showed Her dominance over me and my submission to Her perfectly.

When we were happy with our pictures (will post in a future post), Mistress unlocked my cage and we hopped in the shower.  i was allowed to enter Her from behind.  It took only a few seconds before i was begging to cum.  She told me to ruin it, and right about then i pulled out and let go.  A perfect ruin (first one of the night).  i was still rock hard, she told me to clean myself (my behind specifically).  She got out and dried off while i made sure i was clean inside and out.

When i got out of the shower, She said She already had an orgasm while She was waiting for me.  She told me to suck Her nipples while She used Her vibrator on herself again.  It didn't take long before She was screaming with orgasm number two for Her. 

Mistress then got up and pulled out a "feeldo" strapless strapon dildo from her bag.  We've used this once or twice before LONG ago, but kinda just forgot about it.  She layed on the sitting couch in our room and told me to get the lube and get on top of Her.  By the time i lowered myself on her girl-cock, Her hands were already around my cock.  It really didn't take long before i told her to stop, i leaned back and continued to ride as the cum flowed from my cock once again.  It happened two more times before the night was over.

i've never experienced anything like that before.  i've never felt pleasure like it.  And certainly, never have been able to cum from being fucked, but i can not wait until it happens again!  It was like anything i've ever felt, and 10x more pleasurable than an orgasm.  i came (3 times that way), but every time it was a true ruin.  i felt nearly nothing.  i was left even more horny after we were done.  After the third time, Mistress told me to clean up and put the cage back on.

i felt bad because i had 4 orgasms (all ruined) and Mistress only had 2, but She assured me it was ok.  She made sure i understood that how many orgasms we each have is and never will be up to me.

Release from the cage... A blessing or a curse?

As i write this it's been 10 days since my last orgasm.  i'd say it takes about a week for the peek horniness to kick in.  After the first week i become constantly aroused.  i'll do just about anything to please my Mistress.

i remember reading a thread over on "chastitymansion.com" a couple weeks ago about the "need" for just an erection.  Well, when Mistress and i play around, often times she enjoys releasing me from my cage so she can stroke my cock while she masturbates to orgasm after orgasm.  All i'm allowed to do is play with her breasts, and suck on her nipples.

i do love the attention She does give me, and it IS nice to be able to "stretch out".  However, it is SOO frustrating to be denied this way!! i say frustrating, but not in the bad, upsetting way... in the OMG i'm in ecstasy way.  i almost prefer if She'd just keep my cage on while we play.  It's certainly easier when we finish :)

What are your thoughts?  Anyone reading this prefer to let out or remain in chastity when you KH is teasing you?

September Chastity Report

Now that my recent chastity infraction has been settled, i should probably update this blog with Septembers chastity numbers.  As far as numbers go, it was a pretty good month i suppose.  There was one night Mistress wanted the cage off, and one day of freedom that i "bought" with my points earned.

Points Earned - 98 (all points lost due to my unauthorized masturbation)

my Orgasms - 3 full (1 Mistress gave me, 1 i selfishly gave myself without permission, and 1 as "punishment")

Mistress's Orgasms - 17 (low IMO, hoping to beat this number in October)

Chastity time - Out of a total of 720 hours in Sept, i spent 664.5 hours locked.  That's a total of 92.29% of the time in Sept. locked.  i think this number too can be bested in Oct.

"A good submissive belongs in chastity"

my punishment is finally over.  i'm happy to report i'm now locked safely in my Mature Metal Jailbird.  Last night Mistress ordered me to play the same video that i watched last week when i masturbated without permission.  She wanted me to masturbate again while she watched.  She enjoyed two wonderful orgasms in the 6 minute video that it took me to cum.  As soon as i had finished, she asked if i learned my lesson.  i said i did, and she told me "Good, now go clean up and lock yourself back up.  Good submissives belong in chastity."

i also wanted to share some thoughts on what has happened and my "punishment".  Was Her punishment cruel?  No.  God no!  What man DOESN'T want to cum as often as possible!  However, did it make a point?  Absolutely!  i guess i thought She didn't really take our chastity Mistress/submissive lifestyle seriously.  i guess i thought She was just kind of "playing along".  i guess i thought Mistress wouldn't really care that i unlocked myself and came.  i was dead wrong!  Not only did i realize that She enjoys this lifestyle as much as i do, but also that i know better to ever try that again!

The Punishment Continutes

Still cage free for me.  Last night Mistress put me through my paces once again.  i was tied to the bed again.  She edged me a couple times using Her mouth, Her Hitachi, and Her nylon covered feet.  She had 2 wonderful orgasms before She unstrapped me and made me get behind Her and fuck Her hard.  She told me to ruin my orgasm on her back, i've learned my lesson not to disobey Her.  It didn't take long before i had to pull out, and my cum flowed out of my cock.  She got a wicked smile on Her face and said "that's so hot", "now lick it up, and stick your cock back in me".  i ate my load off my Mistress's back and went back for more.

Sorry if this seems too graphic.  It not that i don't absolutely love having sex with my Wife... i do!  i'm not being punished TO have sex with Her.  my punishment is no chastity, no teasing, and NO DENIAL.  Chastity and Teasing & Denial has become our way of life, and i ruined that.  She knows i enjoy having sex with Her, but she also know how much pleasure we BOTH get from chastity and denial.  When will this end?  Only She knows the answer to that, but as i sit her and type this, i'm still not locked.  i can only guess what She has in store for me tonight.

The Punishmet i Deserve

Mistress laid out her punishment for me Friday night.  In my last post i confessed that i had let myself out of my cage and played with myself to orgasm without permission or Her knowledge.  Friday night i found out how She plans to punish me.

It started with my wrists and legs bound to our bed.  She removed my cage, and stroked me hard.  I was completely naked and Mistress was only wearing a pair of sheer black stockings.  Mistress teased me for several minutes, once again making me admit to her what i had done and why it was wrong.  She edged me several times before laying back, putting her nylon covered feet on my face, and using her Hitachi on her clit to give herself mind blowing orgasm.

Next She explained my punishment.  She said that for the next few days, i would be cumming each night.  I would not be locked in the chastity cage, nor would there be any teasing/denying.  She said i wanted to cum so badly, now i will be.  i have no idea how long this "punishment" will last either.  Most men wouldn't see this as a punishment though.  But, for a submissive like myself, who has grown to LOVE being caged and teased/denied... it's almost torture.  Mistress knows best, and She knows how much i miss the cage.

At least She's still letting me wear panties :)