Sissies don't need to cum... Ever.

Again i was having a discussion with a friend and this is what he said to me.

Wow.

That's a powerful statement to hear/read. And i think it's true.

i had spend 6ish months on a "break" from chastity and pretty much all things kink related. i wasn't dressing, i wasn't in a sub mindset, i wasn't a sissy. When we started again, we went from 0-100 overnight.

i had been "whining" about maybe hitting my "wall" with chastity/denial.  It's been over 2 months since Miss Scarlett locked me and has been denying my orgasms. That's when i was reminded that chastity only starts when you wish it ended. There was a long "pep talk" about me being a sissy, and i'll always be a sissy. That i was taking it for granted and that was unacceptable. 

i think i really needed to hear that. To be reminded. i know what i am. i can't hide from it, nor do i want to. i love being a sissy. i love submitting my pleasure for my Dominant Wife. i love and appreciate all things feminine, and the maintenance and care it takes to be feminine. 

The last thing that was said was, "sissies don't need to cum... ever.".

That last statement, when i read it, was very humbling. i keep going back and reading that, thinking about it. He's right. i want to, but that's not up to me. The if, when, where, how, and why of any orgasm is solely up to Miss Scarlett. Reading that, really drove home the point. i AM a sissy, and i will always be one. 

~sierra

Own it

i had an incident over the weekend involving a family friend. i went over to help move something, and one of the first things that this person mentions is my shaved legs. Their exact words were "do you shave your legs, or are you not man enough to grow leg hair". 

i hadn't seen this person in probably close to a year, however i have been shaving my legs (and not hiding them) for about three years now.  Never the less... that was embarrassing, humiliating... and not so much in the sexy happy fun ways. But, i owned it. Played it off as me being a runner, which i am. Nothing else was said, and they seemed fine with that answer. 

"... not man enough to grow leg hair".  If they only knew!  Has anyone else had any similar experiences?

~Sierra

It Shipped!!!

The sissy dress i ordered from "themaidstore.com" has shipped! OMG i'm so excited. i'm expecting (hopefully) to have it sometime next week. Perhaps there will be a picture of me wearing it soon ;)

Here is the dress that i ordered. i had it made with the same pink polkadot satin, but with baby blue lace and petticoat, and matching panties of course! Oh and it's lockable :D

~Sierra

Ruined orgasms

To any of my fellow sub readers... Does your Mistress/Master consider a "ruined" orgasm as an actual orgasm? Miss Scarlett doesn't count those as an orgasm. She has become an expert at teasing the cum out of me. She knows exactly when to stop, WELL before there is any contractions. i feel absolutely nothing, and the cum just "runs" out. 

I've read, and watched videos about ruined orgasms, where the Dom stimulates the sub until the first squirt happens then lets go. To me, that's not a ruined orgasm... that's just an orgasm.  A true ruined orgasm, there isn't any feeling... am i right?

~Sierra

May chastity report

Well, 1 month in the books! There were a few "accidents" early on in the month when Miss Scarlett was still getting the hang of teasing me. Total She "ruined" 3 of my orgasms this month, but allowed exactly zero full orgasm. She, on the other hand, had many... many more. 

i spent an impressive 96.74% of May locked up. Only one night, in the beginning of the month did i spend out of the cage. i was still getting used to everything (after being "free" for the last 6 months or so). 

Locked - 96.74%

my orgams - 0 (3 ruined)

~Sierra