Wednesday, June 19, 2019

"Vanilla"

The last i wrote was about my new dress and heels i bought.  Truth is, that was months ago!  i know, i'm a slacker when it comes to posting.  Shortly after that (i do have a couple more stories to write about), spring happened.  Allergy season, crazy busy with a new job, just haven't felt like "playing".  Life slipped back into a "vanilla" moment.  i spent the last, probably 4 months, not locked up.  i know... right?  Crazy. 

Well, that all changed this past Sunday.  After we put our little one to bed, i got in the shower.  Freshly shaved, i called my Wife into the bathroom and asked Her to be my Mistress again and if She'd bring me the cage.  She was beyond excited!  Said, "not before I have my way with you!"  And she did!  She was in total control the entire time.  She was on top, She rode me.  And, yes, She allowed me an orgasm (after She had three of Her own of course).  Before i came, i asked permission.  Her words?  "God yes!  Enjoy it, it's probably the last you'll have this summer."  OMG!  Those words made me erupt almost before She finished the sentence. 

That night, i slid into my Jailbird and tightened the screw.  i've been locked 100% of the time since then.  Funny thing is, the last 4 months or so, that i've been "free", i haven't felt like dressing or being kinky much at all.  Now that i'm locked back up, i can't get the thought of dressing out of my mind!  Today i'm home from work (i'm fortunate to be able to work from home sometimes), and i'm spending the entire day wearing a dress and heels. 

What makes us slip back into these "vanilla" moments?  Why would we, when this kinky life is SO much fun?!  Miss and i chatted about it this morning.  "We're going to stop being vanilla".  Those were Her words.  We're not going back.  This is us.  We're happy.  She is my Mistress, and i'm the sissy.  i will forever serve her, and i couldn't be happier!

Monday, June 17, 2019

The massage

Again, it's been a while since i posted, for that i apologize.  Life often gets in the way.  Well, we did go for our massage!  But, it was fairly uneventful.  The pedicure was canceled, sadly.  And yes, i did wear panties!  They were a basic forest green pair.  Nothing obvious about them, but obviously panties.  i was a little nervous, but the massage felt so good i forgot all about them.  She didn't say anything (not that i expected she would), it was just business as usual.

However, i would like to share something else that was pretty incredible.  i made a little purchase a few months back!  i didn't say anything to Miss until it arrived, it was kind of an impulse buy.  i was so incredibly nervous to show Her though.  Nervous, and excited!  When it came, i took Her into our bedroom to show Her.  The purchase?  my very first dress!  Well, other than the "play" maid dress. 

It's SO cute!  It's a white dress with black flowers on it, and a flared skirt.  The best part, it came with a very full petticoat!  It's amazing to wear.  And, you can't have a new dress without some heels to go with it.  So yeah, i bought a pair of them too!  Silver sparkly, open toe sling backs.  i just love the whole outfit!  Can you tell i'm a little excited?  And i wasn't the only one.  Miss wanted to see me in it right away.  i put everything on and She immediately pulled me onto the bed.  We had an incredible night together and i didn't even take the dress off.

A heartwarming dedication

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