Tis the season

Bikini season that is!  my first bikini.  WOW!  It's incredible.  It's sexy as all get out.  i feel amazing wearing it.  And, damn, if it isn't super comfy!!  Can you all tell i'm a bit excited? ;)

i spent the morning, well probably only about an hour and a half, wearing it while i was working on getting our pool open.  i can not wait until the Miss and i go swimming together.

Delicious

Last night was probably one of the best nights of my life.  It'll certainly go down in history.  Miss was away on business for two days.  The whole time She was away we were snapchating each other.  By Thursday night She was dripping wet when She got home, and i was aching in my cage.

The night started with a full body sensual massage.  We lit a candle, put on some nice music, and threw some towels down on the floor.  i gave Her the best massage She's ever received.  Baby oil, starting at Her shoulders and working my way down to Her toes.  By the time She flipped over on Her back and i worked my way to the "sensual" parts, She was soaking and moaning.

i absolutely LOVE eating my Wife's' pussy.  Unfortunately, i've never been able to make Her cum with my mouth alone :(  Last night She was sweeter than i've ever tasted Her.  When She was sufficiently worked up, She told me to get cleaned up and meet Her in the bedroom.  She told me i would be sucking my cum from Her pussy.  Oh. my. GOD!  i don't think i've ever moved so fast ;)

Mistress had 4 mind numbing orgasms.  She is ALWAYS well taken care of in the bedroom.  Her pleasure always comes first... as it should!  When She was ready, She told me to get on my knees, behind Her.  That's Her favorite position.  i always seem to hit the right buttons and i'm able to get much deeper that way.  She was soaked... and i slide right in... ALL the way in.  However, and i'm embarrassed about it sometimes, which totally adds to the excitement, being in chastity 24/7... i'm an instant cummer now.  i barely made it all the way into Her and i was begging to cum.  Mistress told me to cum, but not to spill a drop.  i was to lick Her clean. 

Licking my cum from Her body isn't new.  i've done it many times.  But, it's always been from a ruined orgasm.  Still SUPER horny, and eager to lick it up.  i'm sure you all know the endorphin "crash" after an orgasm.  So, to be "made" to lick up your own cum after you've had an orgasm is kind of a big deal.  SO glad i did.  WOW, what a sexy, intimate, incredibly submissive act.  Humiliating, yes.  But, the more we explore this lifestyle, the more i'm craving humiliation.  But, that's a whole post for another time!

i wish i may, i wish i might

So, recently a friend, well i don't know if i can call her a friend, sure why not, she certainly reads my blog and comments enough... Suggested i create a "wish list" on Amazon.  Wasn't sure what i thought about the idea at first, but i figured why not!  Can't hurt right?

Now, i'm honestly not expecting to actually receive anything, nor will i be disappointed if nothing shows up.  It was fun just picking out a big 'ol list of "wishes" on amazon.  Things i've wanted, things i've had, things i've only dreamt of.  The things on this list make me feel sexy, they make me feel feminine, and feeling feminine makes me feel incredibly submissive.  Some things on the list are cheap, others, well no so much.  Like i said, it was mostly just fun shopping.

i've said in the past, i don't want to be a woman.  i like to crossdress because it makes me happy.  my Wife gets really turned on seeing me in lingerie and other feminine clothes, and that turns me on.  Being locked in chastity, i need to find other ways release my pent up sexual frustration.  This seems like a perfect outlet to me!

So, without further ado... i bring to you... my "wish" list.

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PS... To anyone who might want to spoil me.  I could entertain the idea of sending a picture or three of me wearing it!

PPS... A special shout out to Sydney for the idea.  Head on over and check out her blog SometimesSydney.blogspot.ca

Ordered

The site where i've bought all my bras from was having a spectacular sale this past weekend.  $10 bra and panties!  Too good to pass up.  Mistress and i sat down friday and picked out some new lovely items.

It was an expensive order, but not on sale, it would have easily been three times what i paid.  She's told me i may not be getting everything at once though, and i'm ok with that.  :)  We ended up buying 4 new bras, 2 panties, a mini skirt and a bikini!  Yes, a mini skirt, and a bikini!!!

i've never worn a skirt before, or a bikini for that matter, and to say i'm excited is an understatement.  Mistress has recently told me i'm to wear a nightie to bed each night now.  AWESOME!  Since our order, She's told me i'll be wearing the skirt in the evenings as i clean up the house.  CAN'T WAIT!  But honestly, what i'm most excited about is swimming this summer in my very own bikini :)  She's already started teasing me about my inevitable tans lines i'll be getting... i hadn't thought of that, and when she said it i was as hard as i could get in my cage...

Legs!!!

i've always disliked fishnet stockings.  i really don't know why.  i guess i think they just really look trashy.  But, every once in a while, i get in a mood that wants to wear some. 

Now, i'm not one to brag, but i think i have some pretty nice looking legs :)  Maybe that's why, sometimes, just sometimes, when i slip a pair of net stockings on, and attach my garter belt... i think... damn, this looks sexy AF!  And, since Mistress gets her daily picture of my lingerie du jour, i know She would agree with me.

What do you all think?

Denial And Sex

Why is it that when i'm locked in my cage, my Wife and i "play" SO much more?

As i said in my last post, we took a break from things for almost 2 months.  We slipped back into our old routine of sex once a week.... maybe.  It's not that our sex life is boring, we always seem to enjoy each other.  In that time, EVERY time we played i had an orgasm.  Not because i was "allowed", but i guess since i wasn't locked and we weren't actively participating in our "normal" D/s relationship, i just took what i wanted.  Selfish, i know, right?!?!

So, why is it when i'm not allowed to cum, we have sex SO MUCH MORE often?  What some people would consider taboo, or wouldn't think of trying, we consider our norm.  When i'm locked in a tight chastity cage, wearing panties, a bra, and nylons every day, often times in the evening relaxing and sleeping in a silky nightie, i'm put in a "sub space" where all i care about is pleasing my Mistress.  And, between all the attention She gets and seeing me dressed femininely, Mistress is horny all the time.  The difference... Only She gets to cum!

It's been a LONG time

First off i would like to apologize to any regular readers.  Mistress and i sort of took a break my chastity sentence ended.  Speaking of which.... i made it 90 DAYS!!!  Yes, my birthday, christmas, new years, and valentines day all came to past and i was denied.  Mistress decided that on our anniversary was the day i was to explode.  It just so happened to be day 90.  i had no idea it was coming, and i honestly wasn't expecting it. 

After that nights' love making session ended, She asked if i wanted a little break from the cage.  After so long, i admit, i did want to take a little break.  Well, a couple days turned into a week, which turned into a couple weeks, which turned into a couple months.  We did have some family emergencies during that time, which distracted both of us from any kinky activities.  But, honestly, 7 weeks was way TOO LONG!

i'm happy to report, i'm securely locked once again since April 21st.  i have not been release to play, i have not been able to even get an erection.  i can't say how long this sentence will last, and i don't care!  As long as Mistress keeps me locked and under her control, i'm the happiest submissive husband ever :D