Teasing and humiliation

Last night my Wife/Mistress wrote on her blog about saying goodbye to being vanilla once again.  Why did we ever slump back into being "normal"... We both have so much more fun when i'm properly locked like a sissy should be!

i had been reading on chastitymansion.com about "hottest things your keyholder has said to you" and i started putting together a list of some of the things that i found arousing.  i can not say why being humiliated turns me on so much... it's... weird.  But i guess that's what i (we) are.  "Normal" is so BORING!

Now, i know She doesn't ACTUALLY mean the things she says.  But when we're playing, hearing her say things like "i need a real man to fuck me because sissies in chastity can't please a woman", "too bad you're little cock is all locked up", or "i may never let you cum again" make my "little locked up cock" painfully aroused.

Along the same lines, i read a post on a blog i follow this morning.  Go check out Sara's blog, specifically this post.  It's a captioned image about a wife and her friend wearing pantyhose to remind their beta boy that he's never permitted to put his penis inside of a woman.  Yeah, so i got pretty hard when i read that.  Well as hard as my little metal prison would let me!

Going the distace

i have been talking to a friend from FetLife who recently asked me if i could go a year in chastity.  Truth is, i would if Mistress wanted me to.  i have no say in when i get to come out of the cage.  i don't have any access to any keys.  She keeps one on Her at all times, the other is in a lock box on Her night stand.  It's in plain view, but completely inaccessible to me.

my longest time was 100 days.  100 days without a full on, pleasurable, complete with spurts of cum, orgasm.  In that time She "milked" me probably a half dozen times.  Meaning, a totally ruined orgasm.  Cum running out, absolutely no pleasure whatsoever.  So, i've not gone more than a couple weeks without at least releasing some cum.

Would i go a year?  i've often thought about it. Being denied my Wife's pussy is one of the biggest turn ons about chastity. She will sometimes tease me by unlocking me, and letting me slide into Her. The worst (best?) part is the longer i've been locked the shorter i last. i've already had to pull out of Her before i made it all the way in because i "was there" already. It's humiliating, but i guess i get turned on by that. She LOVES that chastity makes me so sensitive that i can't last.

Would i go a year? Well, i know what 100 days did to me. i'd love to find out what longer would do!

Click

Well, not exactly a click since we use a security screw, but you get the idea.

After a LONG hiatus, i'm FINALLY back in chastity!  It's been many months, probably since early spring, since i've had it on.  We've both missed it.  It's weird how we seem to slip back into a mostly vanilla lifestyle (aside from me cross dressing) when i'm not locked. 

We decided yesterday that it was time i get locked back up.  i cleaned it all up and got it ready yesterday.  We set it out, and i would be locking it on in the morning.  One last night of freedom.  After the lights went out, we had sex.  It was amazing.  i wasn't submissive at all, we had sex one last time as a vanilla couple.  She didn't show any signs of being dominant until i climaxed.  Before i could even come down from my high, She whispers in my ear, "how does it feel to have had your last orgasm this year".

Miss had already left for work this morning when i locked the cage on.  Thinking about what she said last night has me terrified, because i'm pretty sure She was serious, and i'm ok with that!  Truth is i absolutely love this feeling!  Even as i type this, i'm bursting at the seam.  Giving Her this control over me puts me in a sub space like nothing else, and it doesn't seem to ever wear off since there really isn't ever an "end" to the scene.  i'm horny all the time, but i can't get an erection. i can't cum unless She removes it. i can't even touch myself.  The frustration and sexual energy is unlike anything i've ever felt, and it never goes away.

A friend over on FetLife, sent me a message and asked if there was a time frame, if we discussed it at all, or what i'm hoping for?  Honestly, this time around, i'm just hoping Mistress really embraces her Feminine Dominance.  Time?  Doesn't really matter... 6 months?  More?  As long as we can keep it interesting, i'm happy!