"You're Such A Submissive Little Sissy"

THAT was the Snapchat i received from my beautiful Mistress not more than a half hour ago!  So, lets back up so i can fill you in...

i wrote a few days ago, about wanting a sports bra when i run...  Last night, Mistress and i went to Kohl's and did a little shopping.  Shopping for Her sissy hubby!  We found a sports bra for me, and She took it, and me into the dressing room to try it on.  She wanted to take my picture in the dressing room, but we were both so excited we both forgot.

This afternoon, i decided to try out my new bra and go for a run.  Mistress wasn't home, but i did send Her a picture when i got back.  i heard my phone chime when i was in the shower and when i got out to look at it, it was a snapchat from my Wife.  It read "You're such a submissive little sissy... I just love it"

OMG!  She's never used that word before.  i just wrote about being a sissy a few days ago.  When i read that, i was instantly hard.  There's something so erotic about it.  Never did i think i would become so turned on by being humiliated... being called names that would otherwise be emasculating. 

i love You so much dear!  Perhaps i need to change the title of my blog... instead of "sub hubby in chastity", maybe it should read "sissy hubby in chastity"?

Denial

Denial is nothing new to me.  It's currently been 5 weeks since my last orgasm.  i'm denied an orgasm unless Mistress wishes it.  i'm denied even a simple erection because of the chastity cage.  Sometime when we play She lets me out of my cage, stroking me right to the edge as She cums over and over again, but ultimately always denying me.  But strangely being denied my pleasure... BRINGS me pleasure.

i love to feel Her hands on my penis, almost as much as i love to cum.  It happens rarely, but like last night, it does happen... Last night She left me in my cage while we played, denying me an erection in our most intimate times.  But last night was different.  Last night, She denied even more.

Last night Mistress denied me the pleasure of even SEEING Her body.  Not by blindfold, by lingerie.  She knows very well how turned on i am seeing her in nylons.  She wore a pair of sheer black pantyhose and a satin and lace nightie.  Her breasts were covered, and so was Her pussy.  She wanted me to worship Her nylon covered feet as She masturbated, and who am i to argue that!

i laid at the end of the bed, kissing and licking her feet while She moaned and came.  i was bursting through my cage, but denied an erection.  i was denied the sight of Her beautiful body.  She had all the pleasure of the evening, and i've never been more in love.

Exercise Is Best

Anyone who knows me, knows i'm big into running.  So yesterday, i went for a run after work.  When i got home, and started undressing... sliding my pantyhose down my legs, and taking my bra off... i had a thought.  i enjoy wearing a bra, nearly every day now, i should have a sports bra to wear when i exercise!

It kind of got me excited, so i texted my Wife.  She laughed like she normally does when i confess these things, which only turned me on further, and replied that it was a great idea.  That night she was going through the mail and came across a flyer for Kohl's department store, and mentioned they are having a sale on bras and panties... "perhaps this is something that interests you?"

i can only hope there is a shopping trip in our near future, and a new bra for me :D

~cheers!

A new experience

A couple nights ago, Mistress and i tried something new.  i don't remember where i saw the idea, but when i told Miss about it, She was awfully excited.  It's called plastic wrap bondage or mummification.  She picked up 4 rolls at the store, not knowing how much we would need.  Turns out we didn't even use one whole roll. 

What an experience!  OMG.  We're willing to try just about anything.  Being new to the alternative lifestyle, we're still evolving and figuring out what we like.  i watched some videos and read a few blogs to get an idea about what to do.  That night i was let out of my chastity cage, and She started wrapping.  Starting at my ankles with my hands at my side and working her way to my shoulders and back down.  When She was done, i was completely immobilized.  i felt totally hopeless and completely at her mercy.

The only part of my body that was exposed was my head, and a small hole she cut in the plastic for my penis for her to tease.  And tease She did!  Mistress is becoming very apt at teasing me, bringing me right to the edge and leaving me screaming for more.  She enjoyed 3 body shaking orgasms while all i could do was listen.  i can't tell you how many times she brought me to the brink, but after an hour of teasing i was left hard, denied, and wanting more.

Sissy in Chastity

i was such a jerk in grade school.  i mean, what teenage boy isn't, really?  i used to call my friends a sissy, or use it as an "insult" to anyone really.  my friends and i used it to describe someone who was chicken, afraid to do something, weak, etc...  However, a few days ago, i was browsing through FetLife's "kinktionary", and came across the term used entirely different.

FetLife defines a "sissy" as... "A male-identified person who engages in feminization and sometimes humiliation in order to reach a different emotional or mental state."

Well... if that doesn't define me almost exactly, i don't know what does.  Sure i'm submissive too, but honestly i'm not sure what really came first.  Kind of like the chicken and the egg debate.  i feel submissive because i crossdress.  When i crossdress, i feel submissive.  i remember when Mistress and i first started exploring the "kink" lifestyle, She told me to wear Her panties.  i submitted to Her request and i remember feeling weird, kind of humiliated, and it was a feminizing experience, and that ALL turned me on so damn much.  And feeling these new emotions made me feel submissive... which made me want to crossdress.  See where i'm going here?  lol

So yeah.  i'm a a "male-identified person", meaning i, in no way, want to become a woman, that likes to be feminized and humiliated, which arouses me and puts me in an incredibly submissive mindset.  Crossdressing makes me feel feminized and humiliated, which brings me an intense emotional high.  i guess, i'm a sissy!

Is being a sissy a bad thing?  No, i don't think so.  i don't think i'm any less of a "man".  i still do "manly" things.  i still act "masculine".  But, at the end of the day, after a nice long hot shower... i like almost nothing more than to slip into a sexy nightie, and snuggle up on the couch with my Love.

~the submissive sissy hubby in chastity

Oh how i missed thee

i've been so busy with work, projects at home, and life, that i've not worn stockings or a bra in several weeks. i've even spent several days not in chastity!

Well that has all changed as of this morning! i'm wearing a matching white bra and panty set, with a matching garter, and black stockings (i REALLY need a pair of white stockings!).

i've missed this feeling so much. It feels wonderful being constantly reminded of my bra and garter all day. It puts me in a delightfully submissive mood :)

To say things are a little... uncomfortable... in my chastity cage this morning... Well that's an understatement!