Release at last!!..... Sorta

Last night Mistress had plans for me.  She told me She would edge me 8 times before i'm locked back up without an orgasm.  i still have no idea how long She'll deny me.  i've never been this frustrated, and this happy at the same time!

i'm also incredibly sensitive!  Miss was just lightly touching me while whispering into my ear and brought me to two agonizing edges.  After one orgasm for Herself, She told me to get inside of Her.  i LOVE that part!  To be able to feel Her pussy surround my ultra sensitive penis is divine.  Well, i didn't even make it all the way in before i had to pull out.  i was on the edge before i could even slide all the way in!  i've never in my live felt pleasure like this.  On the second attempt, i made it in, but immediately had to pull out.  This time it was more than i could handle.  my cum spilled out all over Her tummy.  A total ruined orgasm.  The pressure was gone, the cum was out, but i was still horny as hell! 

She did tell me "you better get licking up".  But before i was done "leaking" She grabbed a towel.  i do love licking up my cum, it's humiliating and sexy as hell at the same time.  However, there was SO MUCH of it this time, i'm kinda glad She got the towel!  My last full orgasm was Dec. 4th.  The last time i spilled ANY cum was Jan. 13th, and that was a ruin as well.

my daily routine

Thought i would share with you my new daily routine.  Now that i have enough bra's to wear each day of the week, more panties than i can count, and pantyhose and stockings to last a lifetime... needless to say that is is all i wear under my daily clothes.

my Wife and i's schedule rarely match up in the morning.  Either i'm up and out the door before She wakes up, or it's the other way around.  Since She has REALLY taken a liking to seeing me in my sexy lingerie, She has instructed me that each day i am to take a picture of myself just after i put on my lingerie that day.  She has really been enjoying my snapchats each morning.  In fact, this morning She told me She masturbated and had an orgasm of her own, while thinking of the picture i sent her today.

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

Or as Mistress and i call it "Sex Toy Holliday".  i can't tell you all how excited i am for today.  Today is the day!  Today is day 72 since my last orgasm, but more importantly it's Feb 14th.  The day my one month (Jan 14th through Feb 14th) cage time is up.  Today i will have my first erection since Jan 13th!

i can't say for certain that i'll get to have an orgasm.  i couldn't even tell you if i'll be allowed inside of Her.  Anymore, i have no idea what Mistress' plans are.  All i'm sure of is tonight is going to be fun, and i'm literally throbbing with excitement.  She HAS told me that She can not wait to finally let me out of my cage.  To make me hard, and tease me.  She's hinted at that is ALL She will do.  Tease me, to the point i'm begging, and lock her "toy" back in it's cage.

Sure i want to have an orgasm, who wouldn't!?  But, part of me hopes that's exactly what She does... tease me until i'm begging, then deny and lock me back up.  How long will She keep me denied?  That's entirely Her call.  I'm currently at 72 days, which is BY FAR the longest i've ever been.  Will it be 75 days?  90?  100?  More???  We shall see!

Crossdressing

Crossdressing... what is it about wearing panties, a bra, stockings and garter belt or pantyhose, heels, and a dress that turns me on so much?  i've stumbled on a captioned pic that i think sums it up very well.

i've really always had a fetish for nylons.  They are sooo sexy to see on a woman.  i get instantly turned on by just the thought of them. When Mistress and i first started dating, i told Her early on of my fetish for nylons.  She enjoyed teasing me even then, even if it was just wearing stockings when we had sex.  i would rub her legs, message her feet, kiss and smell her nylon covered toes, etc... She loved the attention, and how turned on it made me.  When we had sex, all She needed to do was put her nylon covered feet on my face and it's almost guaranteed that i'd cum immediately.

After we were married, i remember the day like it was yesterday, we showered together and when we got out, She threw her panties She wore that day at me and told me to put them on.  Well, i was noticeably turned on, and i found out by how wet She was when we got to the bedroom, She was too.  i guess that was the start of my crossdressing.  That day was over 6 years ago, and i've worn panties the majority of that time since.

It started with just panties, next Mistress asked me to shave my chest/underarms.  i was nervous about it at first... what people would think/say.  Mistress said she liked me smooth, and thought my underarm hair was "yucky boy hair".  Soon i was trying on stockings and shaving my legs in the winter.  i now keep my entire body smooth year round.

That progressed to a maid dress, petticoat, and heels.  i felt unbelievably silly the first time i wore the all that in front of Mistress.  She had a BIG smile on her face when She saw me, and laughed a little.  Though, i'm not sure i have ever been more turned on.  Why?  Why does dressing like a female turn me on so much???? Why did her laughing BECAUSE i was dressed like that turn me on soooo damn much?  But, it does.  i can't explain it, but it does.

i now have several matching bra/panty sets from "hommemystere.com", and i'm in love with them all.  They make me feel sexy knowing i have a kinky secret that no one else knows about.  Just like how i feel with the chastity cage.  And, i'm sure i'll eventually get even more.

Mistress has asked me about my crossdressing many times before.  Why i do it?  Do i want to become a woman? Do i want to do it all the time? ect...  The answer is a big old NO!  Yes, i like wearing feminine things, it's a turn on!  i'm perfectly happy with who i am, and the body that i possess.  i love my life as a husband and a father.  i don't want to BE a woman, nor do i want to dress like one all the time.  HOWEVER, i think it's very sexy and a huge turn on to dress feminine when we're alone, or playing.

January Chastity Report

We started the "International Male Chastity Month" on Jan 14th.  For those not familiar, you lock your male up Jan 14th, and he's not let out for any reason until Feb 14th (Valantine's day).  Exactly one month!  This will be by far my longest lock up without so much as an erection.  i'm going crazy! But, i love every minute of it :)

my Full Orgasms - 0 (my last orgasm was Dec 4th!)

my Ruined Orgasms - 1 (This one was actually an accident.  Mistress wasn't going to allow me any release, but it just happened.)

Mistress's Orgasms - 23 - Still slowly climbing, but i would love to see this average one per day!

Chastity time - Out of a total of 744 hours in December, i have been locked for an astonishing 741.5 hours.  That's a total of 99.66%, that's about as perfect of a month as possible.  my last orgasm was Dec 4th, Mistress has hinted that it's going to be a while yet before i cum again.  And i'm ok with that!  The feels i have being constantly denied are like no other i've ever experienced.  i wouldn't trade this for anything.

Some Pink Lingerie

Mistress and i, for several years now, have decided to treat Valentines day as "sex toy holiday".  The reason is, we both hate V-Day.  Albeit for different reasons.  i hate the entire idea of it, it's a made up holiday, a spat in the face of any single boy and girl.... blah blah blah.  She dislikes it because She says you shouldn't set aside one day a year to show affection towards the one you love, you should do it every day!  That said, at least in our relationship, "Sex Toy Holiday" was born!

This year, She told me, lets get each other lingerie instead of toys for Sex Toy Holiday.  Well, first of all, i'm not going to argue with my Mistress, second, i do love lingerie!  She told me to pick something out from the lingerie site that i've gotten my bra and panty sets from, and She said "I think you need something pink this time".  Well, they had a cute pink set, it's ordered, and it's on the way!  i'm excited and can't wait for it to arrive.  Perhaps She'll make me model again for a picture?