"Men need to cum"

i had been talking to a friend of mine who is also in chastity. He's not a sissy, or even a crossdresser. Although his wife does occasionally make him wear panties. We had been talking about being denied by the Dominant women in our lives when he made the comment "Men need to cum". That comment inspired this blog post.

To an extent, i agreed with him. Yes, Men do need to cum. Whether you're a Dominant Man or a submissive man. But, does a sissy NEED to cum? Does a sissy DESERVE to cum? Yes i am a male... but am i truly a MAN? What kind of Man wears lingerie and dresses? Or shaves his body? Sucks on a cock shaped dildo and likes to take it in the ass? i am a sissy, a male, but definitely a sissy. i want to cum, sure. But there's a difference in needing something and wanting it.

So what do you all think? Men need to cum, do sissies?

~Sierra

Shopping

Miss Scarlett and i have been discussing getting me a new maid outfit for some time now.  i have one from years ago, but it's super cheap and doesn't really fit. i would like to get a nice new pretty one that actually fits!

i found a custom made to order site (www.themaidstore.com) which does exactly that! They're pretty pricy, but gorgeous dresses. And there's SO MANY to choose from! i think i have it narrowed down to three. i would love to hear what my readers think. 

The dresses are completely customizable in not only size but fabric and color. i'm a sucker for polka dots, so i want the dress to be pretty pink polka dot...

And the lace trim and petticoat i would like to be in baby blue...

Here are my top three choices.

1)Felicity Satin French Maid

2) Lolita Satin French Maid

3) Vittoria French Maid

What do you all think?  Which is your favorite?

~Sierra

Ruined

It's been over 3 weeks since Miss Scarlett locked my cage on once again. Even longer since my last orgasm, which i can honestly say i don't know when that was. i've simply, once again settled into the bliss that is denial. i think i've said before that it's been nearly six months since i have been locked. So, we're both a little rusty. i think we've both settled into our respective rolls rather quickly though.

Like riding a bike, you never really forget. i have only had to remove the cage on one night, on the very first week. Since, i've been locked 100% of the time (aside from when She wanted to play with Her "toy"). Miss Scarlett on the other hand, has quickly become an expert once again teasing me. There were a few hiccups early on in the month where an orgasm was ruined when She hadn't intended. Finding that sweet spot on exactly WHEN to stop had eluded Her.

No so anymore. Seems She as mastered that once again. In the midst of intimacy Saturday night, She was at Her best. There was oil, massaging, and teasing. She was on top teasing me with Her sex when it happened. i was moaning and whimpering... i had sworn an orgasm was imminent. Then, nothing. All buildup, no fruition. It was like a ruined, ruined orgasm. There was no leakage, no feeling. i've had many ruined orgasms before, there is no feeling of an orgasm there either, but at least i got a little relief when my cream would come out. Not this time. i was left completely denied and more frustrated than ever before. 

Needless to say, back in the cage and flying high on the drug that is my wonderful Mistress.

~Sierra

The chastity report

i tend to be a very data driven person. i like to see numbers and chart them to see trends. i used to keep track of all kinds of chastity related data years ago, but for whatever reason stopped. i have decided i will start again starting this month. i used to post the summery at the end of the month too, which i intend to start doing again. Data will be percentage of time locked, and number of orgasms each of us have.

Stay tuned at the end of the month if you care to keep track or just check in on how i'm doing :)

~Sierra

Just because

Just because i work from home, doesn't mean i dress like a slob. Who says you can't look professional when working from home for the past 15 months!

What i love about being a sissy

There are many things that i love about being a sissy. i hope to turn this into sort of a series of posts. i'll start with just one thing and hopefully once a week or so continue with others. Hope you all enjoy!

Gosh where do i even start! i guess with submission. Now i'm not saying all submissives are sissies, heavens no! Nor are all sissies submissive, although most seem to be.  To me being a sissy makes me feel incredibly submissive. As soon as i pull a pair of panties up my shaved legs each morning, i feel a little bit more submissive, and that makes me happy!

i live a rather stereotypical male life. if you didn't know what i was wearing under my boi clothes, you would never know the true me. For me feeling submissive is an escape from my everyday life. And being a sissy puts me further into that sub space. 

i know i'm a male, and i have no intention of ever changing that, so seeing myself dressed as a "woman" has a profound affect on my physic. What's more is dressing in the most over the top, frilly, feminine fineries... something you would never see a cis Woman wearing, really makes me feel like a sissy. That's what i think really sets sissies apart from crossdressers.

Crossdressers want to wear the clothing and look the part, where sissies are a more over exaggerated feminine form. Sure i love wearing a dress and heels, makeup wig, and jewelry to fit in, but when i slip into a petticoat, with a skirt so short my panties show, garter straps visible, in the pretties shade of pink... my knees go weak!

~Sierra