Monday, August 28, 2017

Back to lockdown

So, i've been "free" now for about 11 days.  Mistress took my cage off for a Dr. appointment i had. Well, personal reasons lead to the cage being off longer than planned, and it was just last night that i willingly put it back on.  To be honest, i missed it.  Sure, it's nice be be able to get an erection, or play with myself whenever i feel like it.  But, that's not me.  i'm submissive by nature, and there isn't any greater form of submission than willing handing control of your pleasure to your Dominant.

Miss and i have come up with a little game, that i'll write about it later.  It involves a point system, where i'll be able to cash in on certain rewards.  We started in late July and ran through the middle of August until i was released.  i like to think that was kind of a "beta test".  It worked well, might make a few fine tune adjustments.  But, now that i'm back in the Mature Metal Jailbird, we'll start it back up for real.

Thursday, August 17, 2017

Ruined Orgasms and Cum

Mistress and i played two nights ago (the day the cage came off for the week).  She enjoyed two mind blowing orgasms, which is nothing new.  i "enjoyed" three very frustrating perfectly ruined orgasms, again nothing new.  What was new, and i'll be honest, incredibly hot was how each happened.

Mistress enjoyed Her first orgasm with Her Magic wand as usual.  After Her first one She was literally dripping wet.  i knew She had some kind of plan for the evening, because seriously, She was WET.  She told me to get behind Her and fuck Her.  What sub hubby who's locked in chastity 24/7 wouldn't jump on that offer!?!  i warned Her i wouldn't last long, She told me She didn't care, just get inside and DON'T CUM.

Well, i didn't last long.  It's been (at that point) 34 days since my last orgasm.  Within 15 seconds i was ready.  i told Her i was close and She told me to ruin it.  i pulled out and it all just "bled" out onto Her back.  She then looked over Her shoulder, and told me to lick it off Her back!  i've never ate my cum before, pre-cum sure, She always thought it was hot when She teases me and wipes my pre-cum onto Her fingers and make me suck it off Her fingers.  But, never after i've cum.

I was sooo turned on, and clearly She was too.  As soon as i started licking my cum off Her she came Herself.  I was able to ruin twice more and licked it all up.  Not sure where Mistress is getting Her ideas from, but i couldn't be a happier sub hubby.  She never ceases to amaze me.  Licking up my cum was both humiliating, and at the same time incredibly hot.  And, i have to admit, i loved it!

Wednesday, August 16, 2017

Some "free" time

So Mistress left me out of my cage last night.  Looks like I'll be "free" until next Wednesday.  Due to an upcoming Dr. Appointment, and not wanting any unnecessary questions or comments, we've decided to keep the cage off for a week too make sure any and all marks are gone.

Not sure how I feel about it, honestly. I have mixed feelings. On one hand, sure it's going to be nice to be free for some time. Able to get hard and actually be able to touch myself. On the other hand, in a weird way, I think I'll miss it. I've grown so used to it, and believe it or not, enjoy how it makes me feel to be securely locked 24/7.

Although I won't be locked for the next few days, Mistress has made it clear that I am NOT under any circumstances allowed to play with myself and especially cum without permission. So, a little willpower and self control over the next few days on my part.

Saturday, August 12, 2017

Frustration

frus·tra·tion
noun
  1. the feeling of being upset or annoyed, especially because of inability to change or achieve something.


So what does that actually mean?  Well different things to different people.  To any "normal" person, being frustrated often mean being upset that you failed at something.  Or that something didn't work out your way.

Alpha, or Dom men, would never experience such a feeling.  When they have sexual needs, they satisfy them.  Usually by having sex with someone until they orgasm.

To a submissive, especially one in chastity like myself, being frustrated often means something different.  Sexual frustration often has a blissful meaning.  Being denied an orgasm, and teased for weeks on end, leaves you in a constant state of sexual frustration.

Yesterday, my Mistress sent me a text at work.  "Tonight I want you to fuck Me, long and hard.  you'll need numbing cream and a condom, because you won't be cumming."  Just reading that sent a sensation up my spine and back down to my toes.  And, well, She didn't disappoint.

i had sex with my Wife for about an hour.  i was hard as a rock, but didn't feel any of it, well until the last 5 minutes or so.  She could tell.  I had to keep stopping, and came close to cumming a few times.  But, being told i was not allowed, i didn't dare disobey my Mistress.

The last time i stopped, She asked what the problem was (knowing full well).  i said i needed to be locked back up because i couldn't take anymore.  After some (fake) sympathy, she told me to lock myself back up.  i said thank you and did as i was told.  i was left feeling frustrated and incredibly horny, but grateful i could bring my Wife as much pleasure as i did.

Does it bother me that i didn't cum? Of course not!  She enjoyed 2 mind blowing orgasms, and i got some time out of my cage.  What's not to love!?!?!

Tuesday, August 8, 2017

Chastity and Denial

Why would anyone want to have their cock locked in a small steel cage.  Not able to have an erection.  Not able to stroke yourself.  Not able to cum.  Not even able to (easily) use the restroom.

A year ago, before I was locked 24/7, Miss and i had sex 3 to 4 times a month. We both work full time, and have a toddler at home, so to say we are busy is an understatement.  It's not that we were bored with each other, just not making time for each other.

Now, is a very different story. We may not have penetrative sex, but we have a LOT of sex now. Like 6 nights a week, lot.  She is on my mind All The Time.  Being locked puts me in a submissive mindset, and Her controlling me in the bedroom just turns out it to 11.

Sunday, August 6, 2017

What's it like being a submissive?

First of all, my Mistress's blog is "thedominatrixwife.blogspot.com" if any of you care to follow along with what She cares to talk about.

What is a submissive? Well, if you would have asked me before i was married, i probably couldn't have said much.  i was a noob (sexually).  Yeah, i've a couple of partners before i met my Wife, but it was always very "vanilla".  Even when my Wife and i started dating, we were very much vanilla.

So, what's it like now?  Let me fill you all in a little.  To the outside world, we're like any other couple you would see walking down the sidewalk.  We're very much in love, we look/act/dress "normal", we have a child, a house, we both have great jobs.  We treat each other very much as equals.  But, when the bedroom door closes, that's an entirely different story.

my Wife is very Dominant in the bedroom.  i am Her submissive, obviously...  Things weren't always this way though.  Shortly after we first moved in together, i remember one evening, after we showered, She thought it would be fun if i put on her panties She wore that day.  Honestly, i thought that was kinda weird, but i rolled with it, and LOVED it!  i was so turn on, and very hard that night.  I confessed that i had a huge fetish for nylons too, and soon after the panties i found myself wearing those on occasion too.

We bought some toys, some sexy lingerie (for both of us). and were having a lot of fun together.  Then i stumbled across "chastity" on the net.  i was immediately curious.  We bought a CB-6000 plastic cage, which was fun, but not all that comfortable to wear all the time.  i felt it was more of a "toy".  After about a year, i found Mature Metal, and bought their Jailbird.  It wasn't cheap, but what it was, was very high quality, and a perfect fit.  i'm now locked, 24/7, and only let out once or twice a week to shave/clean, and whenever Mistress wants to play with Her toy.

Chastity has brought a new level of excitement to our lives.  Being Her submissive, giving up access to my penis was kind of the ultimate submissive act.  i can not get an erection unless She allows it now.  She is on my mind 99% of the time now.  And i love Her for that.  i wouldn't ever want to go back to "vanilla".

An up(down?)grade

For the past year and a half, with the exception for a couple months i was in a pink Cherry Keeper, i have been wearing a shortened version ...