Tuesday, January 30, 2018

PIV sex

It's been more than two weeks since i've had sex with my Wife.  No, not two weeks since we've been intimate, that happens almost nightly.  i've not been left out of my cage (other than to shave) since Jan. 13th.  Last night She felt generous and decided to allow me to enter Her again!  Little did i know just how frustrating it would be!



Sunday, January 14, 2018

40 Days

Yesterday was 40 days denied for me.  A new personal record!  40 days without a full on orgasm.  OMG, Mistress is bringing me to new heights.  My previous record was 38 days, and all week She has been hinting that She was going to make me wait until Saturday (which would make 40 days, and a new record) before i would be allowed to cum.  Coincidentally, that was the night before International Male Chastity Day, Jan 14th.  If you're not familiar with that day, it's exactly one month before Valentines Day.  The idea is for Women to lock their submissive males in chastity for the entire month... No release, no cumming, not even an erection.  One month... i've never gone that long without even an erection.  But, She was excited to have me locked continuously for the entire month.  i was sure Saturday i would get the orgasm that would blow my mind before i was locked up for the next month.  i was SURE!

i bet you all thought the next part of this post would be detailing how i had the most mind numbing orgasm of my life.  You'd be wrong.  i was denied yet again.  Here i sit, now at day 41 since my last orgasm, having to wait an entire one more month before my next chance.  Not only did we best my previous denial record, Mistress intends to SMASH it. 

She on the other hand, enjoyed four mind shattering, body numbing, toe curling, orgasms.  i on the other hand, had my penis covered in numbing cream, and wrapped in a condom.  i spent a hour and a half fucking Mistress as hard and fast as i could, bringing her to pure pleasure, and i couldn't feel a thing!  There was one brief moment were i thought i was getting close to an orgasm, and had to pull out... only to faintly feel the condom fill up with some cum.  A ruined orgasm was all i was permitted, and i couldn't feel a thing.

When She had enough, She told me we were done.  i was shocked that i was about to be denied yet again.  She had the sexiest smile on her face when She told me to go lock up again.  She later told me, "I know you thought I was going to let you cum tonight, I never had any intention of letting you".  Yep, those words are literally ringing in my ears "I never had any intention of letting you".  Talk about putting a sub in his place... so today is day 41, and my next chance will be Valentines Day, Feb. 14th... 72 days since my last orgasm!

Saturday, January 6, 2018

January 6th, 2018

Yes, i know that's not today's date. But it is a date i'll be sure to remember. That date is the date i finally packed up all my male underwear. At this point they were just talking up space anyway. i honestly couldn't say when the last time i wore anything other than panties. So, what's the point of keeping any?

Birthday Surprises

my birthday was just before Christmas.  Of course there was a party, had some friends and family over, presents, food and cake... the whole deal.  i'm grateful for the friends and family i have.  Presents are nice, but certainly not expect... not at my age anyway :) 

So, long after our company had left and the presents and mess was cleaned up.  After my Wife and i put our daughter to bed, and we went to bed ourselves, my wonderful Wife hands me one last box to unwrap.  So what was it?  Oh just a new matching bra and panty set!  Mistress wrote about it on her blog a couple weeks ago, and She surprised me when She wanted to take a picture for Her blog.

That makes 3 matching bra/panty sets i own.  i find that i'm wearing them more often now, at least a couple times a week all day.  i feel so much more submissive and, well feminine i guess, when i wear them.  Not that i want to become a woman, but i guess being in chastity and wearing feminine underwear and feeling feminine, really makes me feel so much more submissive. 

i adore my Wife.  She is the best thing that's ever happened in my life, and i don't know what i'd do without Her.  She really seems to be getting into stride being my Dominant.  my chastity denial periods have become longer, and Her teasing more intense.  She's really getting into seeing me dressed in sexy underwear too!


Tuesday, January 2, 2018

December Chastity Report

And now, Decembers numbers!!!!

my % time took another slip this month.  i had some personal reasons for being let out of chastity, and Mistress was kind enough to allow me the freedom i requested

my Full Orgasms - 1

my Ruined Orgasms - 1

Mistress's Orgasms - 20 - Slightly up from November, but still lower than where i would like this number to be!


Chastity time - Out of a total of 744 hours in December, i only managed 476 hours locked.  That's a total of 63.98% of the time in December locked.  Again, due to some personal reasons, i needed to be out for several days.  i expect this number will be much higher in January.  BTW, my last full orgasm was December 4th.  i'm working on 1 full month since i've last had a full orgasm.  my longest denial to date is 38 days... will that number be bested???

November Chastity Report

i know, i'm late... but this time of year is incredibly busy.  Without further ado... i give to you Novembers numbers!

my % time is back up this month compared to October

my Full Orgasms - 3

my Ruined Orgasms - 2

Mistress's Orgasms - 15 - This is one number i'm somewhat ashamed of.  i would love to see this number average one per day, and its something we (mostly me) needs to work on.

Chastity time - Out of a total of 720 hours in November, i spent 698 hours locked.  That's a total of 96.94% of the time in November locked.  This is my first 95% plus month i've achieved.  Way to go me :)

Chastity is no longer a "game"

Back in the beginning of September, i wrote about a "game" we started to play.  Basically i could earn points based on things i did around the house, and would be able to "buy" certain sexual favors.  We've since decided to stop that all together.  Being a submissive, i'm expected to do "chores" around the house, or give my Mistress LOTS of orgasms, etc...  Being a submissive, i shouldn't be able to "buy" an orgasm.  my orgasms are solely up to my Mistress's discretion.  A submissive husband in chastity shouldn't expect anything, but should please his Mistress at all times.  Therefore we decided to end the "game" of earning points.

Now, i still keep track of my percentage time in chastity and how many orgasms we've both had each month.  i think it's interesting to see the difference.  And i'm always sort of impressed at just exactly how long i remain securely locked in chastity or how many/few orgasms She and i have respectively.  It's certainly a commitment i've made to this FLR lifestyle. 

Happy New Year!

Seems like it's been forever since i've written anything here.  And looking back, yep, it's been over 6 weeks!  Sometimes life gets in the way.  The holiday season is always a busy time of year, between projects, family, and friends, there is little time for the more "fun" things in life.  Not that i'm complaining.  i'm eternally thankful for the life, family, and friends i have. 

i promise to start writing again.  i have a bunch of ideas i want to write about.  i have updates to my chastity report, changes in our "points game", and a few surprises :)

An up(down?)grade

For the past year and a half, with the exception for a couple months i was in a pink Cherry Keeper, i have been wearing a shortened version ...