"normal" sex

It's rare, but a couple times a year Miss Scarlett desires just some "normal" vanilla love making. One such time happened a few nights ago... with a twist.  She told me what She wanted, and i was excited, then She said something else to me. "Just make sure you put the numbing cream on so you can last longer than 3 seconds".

3 seconds... She's not wrong.  i've had just a handful of erections this year, and only one orgasm (which i wasn't allowed to even feel). So yeah, i've become incredibly sensitive. On the rare occasions She allows me to enter Her, i rarely make it all the way in before i have to pull out... i'm already "there".

What She said was humbling, emasculating, and humiliating. All in the good ways! It was also erotic, exciting, and such an incredible turn on.

To say the least we had a great time! Although, our new "normal" vanilla sex includes me not feeling a thing! And no, i wasn't allowed to orgasm either ;)

cheers
~sierra

On Another Level

my Mistress and i have been on our journey into the WLM and BDSM lifestyle for a few years now. With each new experience brings pleasure, pain, success, and failure but most of all learning and growth. Learning about each other and growth as a Dominant/Mistress (Her) and a submissive/sissy (me). 

i would say since the beginning of the pandemic things have certainly started moving much faster. She is getting SOOO much more comfortable as a Dominant and i have to admit, as a now permanent worker from home, i've embraced my role as a submissive sissy housewife.

Lately though things have gone to another level! It started when we had a discussion on NYE. my chastity had been for the most part permanent since the 1st of May 2021. With only breaks for vacations and the only time i was out was when She wanted to play with Her toy. 

Since the 1st of the year, i've only been out a handful of times. We've gone away for a few long weekends, She's even left me home on a trip out of town for several days and has taken the key with her. my last orgasm (and first of the year) was almost 4 weeks ago, and that one i didn't even get the pleasure of feeling.

Previously when we'd play, i would almost always be unlocked to be teased. Anymore, i'm rarely unlocked. This month alone, i've only been out once for about 15 minutes. She has gotten so comfortable teasing and denying me, and i love it. i'm so addicted. She gets so much pleasure out of tormenting me, and the anticipation is enough to get me moaning in pleasure.

i love this journey so much. i never want it to end! What's the saying? Careful what you wish for? LOL

cheers

~sierra